There I was bathing in the river, the Pastaza, which merges with the Amazon river. The sun was setting, the pink orangy clouds were in full explosion. Mountains full of green life all around. Life is beautiful, abundant, perfect, but as the river waters everything comes and goes. That was my last afternoon at my dad’s land. A land that I helped to shape, where I worked the soil, planted crops, cared, loved and connected with it all. A land that showed me how unpredictable, rebellious and magnificent Pacha Mama is. A land that allowed me to connect and understand her a bit more. A place where I vowed to be a land steward.
From my heart I wished I could stay there and build something where all beings live in consciousness and harmony. Now I know wishes from the heart always come true, just not in the exact way we wish for. As my dad was leaving his land behind, I was at Durga’s Tiger School doing my teacher training. Iris had mentioned the land they had just acquired in Rio Verde, Esmeraldas. I had to see it, I needed to go, feel it. As we arrived, the mountains, the greenery, the river, greeted us. My dad’s land was no longer but here it was Durga’s Tiger Land, a new home. A place I could be a land steward.
“Thank you, universe, thank you great mystery, thank you life. My heart was joyful. I am in”, I said, “I want to help, I want to be part of this”. In fact my heart told me I needed to be part of the Durga’s tiger family. So I did. Now I am a yoga teacher and part of the administration staff, I am the guardian of the Durga’s Tiger Dream, I am the steward of this dream. And that is how my role is evolving. I am the bridge now from Durga’s Tiger School to Durga’s Tiger Land. Where from the school I share the dream and link people to the land. To see it, to feel it. Just like I did. Opening the space, supporting, enabling while watching over the land's security, purity and wellbeing.
I am extremely lucky. I get to do what makes my heart joyful. If you are reading this and your heart is talking to you, reach out to us! Come be part of the family, of the dream.